A journal dedicated to the best feline companion in the world. My Bengal. My best friend, my love child, my baby. My Raum. Has been in the vet since Friday. He was eating his food and then just collapsed and stopped moving... I'm in Finland right now, moved here to be with my lover. Who is more lucky than he knows. My mother tells me that the vet says that there are two possibilities. One: It's an intestal blockage from hard food. That can easily be operated on and isn't as serious as option number two. Which is, of course, cancer. Cancer... Oh, Gods please no. Raum has gotten strange color specs in his eyes, he had them in both of his eyes before I left to Finland... And upon getting here, I bought myself a cat magazine and was reading the mails that cat owners sent in... And one had mentioned these same specs. They said that they went to the vet and he said it was cancer. Just before I left, Raum was getting lazy and not eating much. Lost some weight. And began vomitting. I told my mother to take him to the vet, but then left and lost track of time. Of course I always thought of him... but I never thought this would happen.

All I ask is that if you're a cat lover, please think of Raum and have him in your heart... I'll know more tomorrow or Monday about what's wrong. But please... Send all of the good vibes that you can. This cat means the world to me. Without him to come home to, I'll be lost...


This song is dedicated to you Raum... Hang on. I'm with you.


You got to leave me now, you got to go alone
You got to chase a dream, one that's all your own
Before it slips away
When you're flyin' high, take my heart along
I'll be the harmony to every lonely song
That you learn to play

When you're soarin' through the air
I'll be your solid ground
Take every chance you dare
I'll still be there
When you come back down
When you come back down

I'll keep lookin' up, awaitin' your return
My greatest fear will be that you will crash and burn
And I won't feel your fire
I'll be the other hand that always holds the line
Connectin' in between your sweet heart and mine
I'm strung out on that wire

And I'll be on the other end, To hear you when you call
Angel, you were born to fly, If you get too high
I'll catch you when you fall
I'll catch you when you fall

Your memory's the sunshine every new day brings
I know the sky is calling
Angel, let me help you with your wings

When you're soarin' through the air
I'll be your solid ground
Take every chance you dare

I'll still be there
When you come back down
Take every chance you dare,
I'll still be there
When you come back down
When you come back down

Nickel Creek, When you Come Back Down.

I'm baaaaack.

Jeps. Moving back here. The other account was boring.

For any of you who love me / care.

[link] I moved.

Rewatch, we fav, whatever. I will rarely be checking back into -cheshire-cat-. This is a now dead Devart account. I will, however, be keeping my old art here.

Thank you, all. Sorry I haven't been the best lately.

Kill me now? ... Yet?

Nah. I'm ok. Really. Just get me a goddamn ticket to Finland. I'm going crazy. Had a bad day.. Caused shit between.. agh. Blah. nevermind.

Just changing my journal because Rapytur demanded it.

CONTEST

Wow. Sorry it took me so damned long everyone. A combination of having too much school work, not having my subscription and lots of other not so great stuff made me keep putting it off. But finally, I will announce the winners to the contest... And thank you SO much for all waiting so patiently. Mikey and A couple others helped pick the winning pictures...

Here goes!

First place goes to.... *drumrollplz* ... A little bit of dramaaaa... *waits to add more effect...* OK! Necrophiliacs , by *feebleminded ! Congrats, you! I see you have a subscription already. Note me and we'll work something out.

Second place goes tooooo.... *another drum roll* ... ~la-zorra with Roadkill Cafe! 'Grats Zora, and thanks for entering!

Third place goes to *ubasty With Together Forever
Annnnd
Last, but definitely not least... The honorable mention... goes to... How Romantic by ~Wolf-of-the-Leaf I thank you!

And again. Thanks to everyone who entered. I hope you had a blast. Those who've won, mail me with detail on the prizes. n.n
Everyone who didn't win... Wonderful job. I really enjoyed your submissions. Keep an eye out for the next contest! this one'll be fun.
Prizes!

The good part. Prizes! Here's how it goes:

1st place will get a THREE month subscription to deviantart and a picture of their choice drawn by me. Coloured, as many characters as you'd like, etc.

2nd place will get two pictures of their choice, in color of one character.

3rd place will get 1 picture of their choice in color, of one character.

And an honorary mention will be give. One sketchy piece of work of their character. Not color.

Friends

This is only some of the friends that are good to me here on deviantart and also elsewhere, such as msn, Neopets, etc.. etc.. I've also posted the worship worthy people that I watch. They are in no partcular order at all.



ALSO Go check out my mom's deviantart account. She rocks, and if it wasn't for her I wouldn't have my ability to draw. Love you mom!

If I forgot you, post here >>;; I'm sure there are more.

To-Dos

Art Requests Open [] Closed [X]

Art Trades Open [] Closed [X]

Commissions Open [X] Closed []

Progress


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Just note me if you want a request or trade.

Clubs

's Undead Circus is finally upon us! Travelling from town to town, city to city in search of prey to turn into their own undead kind. In this club your anthro/fursona/character which most represents you must be killed and turned into the living dead.

The club (finally finished!) is already flourishing with divine corpses of all shapes, species, and sizes. In order to join you must draw your undead character and leave a link or note to ~LegionofaDeadCircus . Her leader characters Bonez and Omen will be pleased to see you. Omen must, however, first sniff you and smell your worthyness to join the circus.

My Clubs


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And now to close. That is all. No more to see here. Go on, get out. o.o